I CARE

People always ask me, "Do you even care?"
I'd answer, "Yeah, you're right. I don't care. Why would I even give a damn about it."
Back to realization, having deep thoughts and flash backs.

Deep down inside, I CARE!!!
Deep down inside, I do give a damn about it!!!
Deep down inside, It means a lot to me!!!

Can't help questioning myself, why, why, why?

Why on earth do I put up a stupid poker face to everyone who asked me about it?
Why on earth do I even stay there and entertain them?
Why on earth didn't I just walk away and keep myself shut?

WHY, WHY, WHY?
HOW, HOW, HOW?

There's a blackhole waiting to suck me in with all those complicated emotions which I just don't know how to handle.