Life.Whatever.

I'm still me.
Nothing's gonna change me.
Nothing.

Cold water can cool me down.
Cold water can't wake me up.
Have to wake up.
I'm not going to change myself.
Not because of anyone or anything.

I'm getting from bad to worse to worst.
The decision I made.
I might be selfish this time.
I don't care.
I can't be losing myself anymore.

I won't be telling you this.
I'm sorry.
Sorry for hurting you.
Hurting you at the same time.
Means hurting me even more.

There is no future.
So, don't even bother.
I admit I'm not brave enough.
I don't like this feeling.
I hate it.
Not being in control.
I'm sorry.
I really am.
I'm just not brave enough this time.

I've had enough.
I don't want to handle it anymore.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm done.

At the end of the day.
I'm still me.
The real me.
Nothing has changed.

Things have been bothering me.
A lot of things are running in my brain at the same time.
I'm getting from tired to exhausted and later fatigued.
I don't know.
I really don't know.
How long can I bear with this?
How long more can I hang in there?
How long can I hold on to it?

I'm feeling a major break down will be coming soon.
I really shouldn't let it happen.
I shall be strong.
I shall show no mercy.
I shall show no sign of weakness.

When I start to let things go.
You start to do things the opposite way.
I start building one invisible shield then.

I don't want to get hurt anymore.
I don't want.
I seriously don't want.
I really don't want.
I do it to protect myself.

Say whatever you like to say.
Just say.
I won't even be bothering.
It sucks to be handling this kind of problem.
Hate to be stranded in this kind of situation.
Hate it so darn much that I can do nothing.

I don't know.
I really don't know.
Stop forcing.
Your're getting on my nerve.
You're testing my patience.
You're going no where.

I'm giving up.
I can't stand it anymore.
I've had enough.