Life.Whatever.

I'm still me.
Nothing's gonna change me.
Nothing.

Cold water can cool me down.
Cold water can't wake me up.
Have to wake up.
I'm not going to change myself.
Not because of anyone or anything.

I'm getting from bad to worse to worst.
The decision I made.
I might be selfish this time.
I don't care.
I can't be losing myself anymore.

I won't be telling you this.
I'm sorry.
Sorry for hurting you.
Hurting you at the same time.
Means hurting me even more.

There is no future.
So, don't even bother.
I admit I'm not brave enough.
I don't like this feeling.
I hate it.
Not being in control.
I'm sorry.
I really am.
I'm just not brave enough this time.

I've had enough.
I don't want to handle it anymore.
I can't take it anymore.
I'm done.

At the end of the day.
I'm still me.
The real me.
Nothing has changed.