Life.Whatever.

Things have been bothering me.
A lot of things are running in my brain at the same time.
I'm getting from tired to exhausted and later fatigued.
I don't know.
I really don't know.
How long can I bear with this?
How long more can I hang in there?
How long can I hold on to it?

I'm feeling a major break down will be coming soon.
I really shouldn't let it happen.
I shall be strong.
I shall show no mercy.
I shall show no sign of weakness.

When I start to let things go.
You start to do things the opposite way.
I start building one invisible shield then.

I don't want to get hurt anymore.
I don't want.
I seriously don't want.
I really don't want.
I do it to protect myself.

Say whatever you like to say.
Just say.
I won't even be bothering.
It sucks to be handling this kind of problem.
Hate to be stranded in this kind of situation.
Hate it so darn much that I can do nothing.

I don't know.
I really don't know.
Stop forcing.
Your're getting on my nerve.
You're testing my patience.
You're going no where.

I'm giving up.
I can't stand it anymore.
I've had enough.