Life.Whatever.

I thought.
I really did.
I really thought I've got it settled.
Seems like I'm wrong.

Decisions were made.
I hoped there won't be changes.
Seems, like this time, I'm wrong after all.

I've tried.
I tried very hard.
Real hard to rip it off from my brain.
Try really hard to forget about everything.

Once again.
I failed.
Am I a loser?
No.
I don't think so.

I'm trying real hard to follow whatever my heart tells me.
It tells me too many things.
I don't know.
Really.

Should I really be ignorant this time?
Is giving up a good decision?
What will happen?
I'm just not confident enough.
You can try.
If you think you're capable of.
Build up my confidence.
Then I'll know what to do.